Exam is over quite some time , bt still does'tn seems to be very happy abt it .....
almost everyday work and came back home at ard 12.30am and play dota with frens til 3am plus .....
recently started to go swimming and play basketball all alone , feeling alright , but still don feel gd ....
working long day is gd , can keep me busy , playing ALMOST EVERYDAY with fren til 3am plus is nt gd for health bt somehow i like it , i jus dunno y ....
when working or playing at midnight , it makes me feel tt i am still being regonise by ppl ard me ....
ZZZZZZzzzzzzZzzZz i feel so emo and lifeless whenever i am NEITHER working NOR playing with frens ... i ... i duno wad and how to explain , i will jus feel like a nobody , a person tt is not even exist and ppl will nt notice me ....
SUCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...............................................................................................................................................
~DepressionOut~
~OverExhaustOut~
tml will be the last paper alr , but somehow i don feel cheerful neither i feel sad nor worried , i jus feel emotionless ...... thats all ....
NTH MORE ...... NTH LESS .... JUS EMOTIONLESS ...... LIKE A LIVING ZOMBIE ......
NO DIFF THAN A DEAD PERSON .....
i don mind to tell any1 tt i will nt be studying for tmr paper , even if i study now it wount get into the head so wats the point ?? i don mind to jus say out tt i will jus liten to music , play psp , use com for the rest of the nite today ....
at most tmr go sch earlier to 'ling shi bao fuo jiao' to read and hope most tt i study tmr morning will come out ... i jus cant study now .... forget it .....
~EmotionlessOut~
~ExamOut~