Wednesday, June 25, 2008
As the sentence says 'Bad things DON'T comes alone'
There goes , I suddenly feel very very tired , very sick and tired of everything .........
I jus gt my results , C-Prog:A , T-Math:B , CIE:C , MCT:B
For HEAVEN SAKE how can i accept my CIE to be a 'C' !!!! I do my work nicely , do my project , do my test and score quite well , all jus went fine to me and i expect to be 'A' but WHY !?!?!?!? WHY IS 'C' !!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY F*** .... T-Math i predict is 'B' already so i've gt mentally prepared not to maintain 4 pointer but F*** EVEN MCT ALSO GT 'B' !?!?!?!?!? TMD LE LA ....
I am really very tired , i feel like jus keep sleeping and do nth now , i hope tt when i wake up , tis is a dream ............... i am tired ........
fortunate/lucky things come once in a long time , bad things comes so often and in a chain reaction tt i now understand y there are ppl wann commit suicide to avoid all these things ......
F*** tt now my GPA is HOLY F*** 3.533 ONLY !!!!!!!! from wat i expect to be 3.8 !!!!!!!! suddenly i feel like the world is treating me as i am outsider . TIS F****** WHOLE YEAR I SWAER I DON HAVE ANY GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME YET . i can't remember is there ever happy things for me to cheer me up .... F*** life SUCKS .
~F*** Out~
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
How I wish tis day would never happen. U will always be someone special to me no matter wat...
It's been so long since my last blog ... Bt wat am I doing down here blogging at such late ?(morning should I say).
I will never forget the happy and sad times we have been through since tgt .
I will never forget the smiling , happy , sad , angry and every single expression u have on yr face when we are tgt .
I will never forget tis 3yrs 11 mths , I will NEVER forget , for without tis few years , there would nt be me for whom I am now , I may be totally another person if without u .
Thou we shall nt be able to be tgt for the rest of the time , U will always be someone special to me . juz b'cuz I still love u tats y I hope u can find a better half to be with u through yr rest of yr lifetime happily tgt .
In any case , thou we have breakup , bt it is fortunate that we really peacfully break , we really say things out , chatting and laughing at last time when we are angry of each other (we still can laugh abt it!!) EVEN those worse time when we hurt each other most we also can chatting peacefully and even laugh abt it on the stupid things we have done tt time .
I'm glad tt we don't have to quarrell and break , it hurts . Bt peacefully break also feels wierd , jus b'cuz we still have feelings (wondering y still have feelings for each other bt still breaks ? it's complicated to blog it and let yr know).
Tis may be the last time I can say ...>>> I Love U <<<...
Jus B'cuz i still love u so the more i don't wanna hurt u anymore , may/ may not be a good choice , bt peacefully break is a great fortunate I can ever hope for.
~Peace Out~ May God Bless U & Guide U To Find Yr Better Half & Take Care Of U For3v3r !
Friday, June 6, 2008
EXAM IS OVER !!!!!!!!!
WoooHooo ! Finally my exam is over and is time to enjoy while chiong work liao , heehee . The test paper is still alright bt gt a section i forgot is 5 or 10 marks gone ! cuz tat question is a rare topic , meaning neither teacher nor student predict tt qns will come out lor , all of us CHUI AR on tt qns. I go ask my other '4' pointer fren frm other class they all also dunno or only gt 1-2 point from tt qns (for me i gt NONE!) .-.-." , bt overall that paper still consider easy le , lucky i gt meet my fren in the morning and revise abit , if not i will be more chui wor.
Well since exam is over , wat i wanna do these few weeks >1.) spend more time with me gal ^^ . 2.)Work more in holiday if not no chance to earn more money!! . 3.) Go out with my Brothers more often ba :P . 4.)Play Hard & Work Hard . lolx .
~Peace Out~