Love is unpredictable , it can come at the least expected moments of yr life bt it can also go at the most unexpected moments . Thanks bros , without yr ard i really dunno where am i alr ... its foolish bt i did think of it b4 (should know wats tt)
it really sucks , it really hurts bt i gona do tis no matter wat , mayb tis is the best thing i can think of . I have decided to change tis blog alr , its my final decision and i will nt tell her my new blog , it really hurts bt i have no choice ...
it hurts nt cuz of break (well partly) , bt it hurts cuz of wat i have done is nt enough to make her parent accept me ?? (although i think i have done nth bt waited for tt yrs is nt enough?) it hurts of y they don accept me , it hurts y he is immediately accepted to her family , it hurts tt i haven pick up myself from it let along thinking of going for another relationship and she is alr in sum1's hugs alr ???? WTF ???? I am nt saying she cant go for another since we alr break bt wtf ??? is our relationship so thin tt she can forget it fast and went for another ?? EVEN if she cant forget abt our past tgt bt she can go for another so fast ??? WTF ??
Its alr mid Oct and I still feel very very very vex on everything. anything and everything ....
forget it , i don wanna cont tis post , since she is alr in sum1's heart alr , no point to cont to say out my feelings , it sucks , it hurts , bt its best nt to disturb her anymore , neither contact nor msg with her is best to prevent me and her from being hurt to think back again .....
There is always a sentance tt says "yr cant be frens after breakup" and i know why they say so , whenever they try to contact each other as frens after break , it will flash back those past ...............
To people tt have links with her: DON EVER COME AND LECTURE ME ABT WAT I SAY IN TIS POST , IF REALLY WANNA COME LECTURE ME THAN MIGHT AS WELL JUS DON CONTACT ME AND END OUR FRENSHIP !!!
To her if she happens to see it (i hope nt cuz it will be less emo and more happy for her if she nvr reads it , bt if she really read tis post-->) have a wonderful relationship with yr bf and with yr life ...................................... i wish yr both tgt forever , sort things out tgt and overcome all obstacle ..............................................
In any case , i decided to end tis blog and cr8 another new 1 asap when i have the time since tmr sch re-open (don think i gt the mood to study in tis situation , i jus don feel like doing anything).
NOTICE: TIS BLOG IS PURELY WAT I THINK AND FEEL RIGHT NOW , TIS IS MY BLOG , A PLACE TO WRITE OUT MY FEELINGS , IF ANY1 WANNA COME LECT ME , LETS JUS BREAK OUR FRENSHIP TO EASE EACH OTHER FROM QUARRELL SINCE WE HAVE DIFF THINKING TT U (TT PERSON TT ALWAYS THINK HE KNOWS EVERYTHING AND LIKES INTERFERE WITH OTHERS PROB WHICH I HATE THOSE PEOPLE TT TRYING TO ACT SMART INFRONT OF ME ABT MY PROB) WANNA LECT ME ABT WAT I SAY .
TIS IS JUS A POST , A PASSBY OF MY LIFE , MY SADNESS , MY REGRETS , MY THOUGHTS .......................................................
~Life Sucks .................................. Out~