In tis world there are full of different peoples and their characteristics. Some u only can idol them, some admire, some pity, some easy going and alot more.
get to the point, i admire a fren of mine which i jus know her. She was able to travel around(overseas) with her frens , go out often with her frens til quite late . She always like to pack her schedule full and had lots of activities on from morning til night , from working to driving to clubbing to supper all in 24 hour! She does'nt like to stay at home doing nth , she likes to go out to see and gain lots of experience through overseas and trying out new things.
I am almost totally different from her in a sense. I am more towards home boy , always stay at home doing nth , surf net and watch tv , slack and sleep. very seldom go out with frens til very late(only once in a blue moon went clubbing with frens) , never went overseas with frens (excluding school overseas trip la).
Many people are being confuse abt admire and idol , love and likes these 4 tgt. i tend to like her cuz i admire her the way she is , but sometimes will confuse of like her or admire her when u get to know her more . I admire her the way she is able to do things which i unable to .
LOL , but watever it is , i can only admire her and nth more than tat . Cuz i know my own limit and my thickness of my skin (lol) tat i can never love her as we are almost from 2 diff places tat can nvr be tgt , but neither i will avoid her nor get too close to her (even if i wanted to bt like i said i know my own limit).
NOTE: I am jus PURELY write out my own feelings as at tis time and NTH ELSE . NEITHER trying to give hints NOR trying to imply on anything. TIS is PURELY jus a post , a passing by of my life and my feelings and NTH ELSE . I DON'T wish to have any misunderstanding or dispute on tis post . tks ^^
~PeaceOut~
~AdmireOut~
Friday, August 22, 2008
CMPB Checkup!! Pes B
Alrite ! Morning nvr went sch cuz suddenly remember tt my medical questioniar left it at Ikea which i print ystd at Ikea cuz there gt printer ma sommore need parent to sign , so if i go sch i will have no time to go Ikea to take the paper and let parent sign liao .
so ard 12pm my dad fetch me to Ikea first to gt the paper and let him sign , and then down to CMPB!!! went in and find 1 of my classmate is alr there which both our appointment is at 1pm .
sequence: first went in to ther first room (photo studios) , take off clothes and change to their uniform and had to photo taken . Nxt proceed to another counter and hand them the documents and let them generates watever needed for the checkups .
First station upon receive the checkup paper is lab test (take the urine test and blood test). (20mins+-)
Second station is hearring test (sit in a small enclose room and listen to the headset ,if sound heard from right ear raise right hand, left ear raise left hand , each side should hear 7 times (both high,low,deep and light tone))(Pes A in tis station)(10mins+-)
Third station is dental checkup (very fast , they only somehow check yr rear (both top and bottom) tooth and they say smth to their own collegue which i cant remember.)(Pes A in tis station)(5mins+-)
Fourth station is X-Ray (a whole bunch of us (all 1pm appointment guys)take off clothes in a room before proceed into the X-Ray room 1 by 1 (go into the room and they ask to stick yr body onto the board while standing and ask u to breath in and hold)(Pes A in tis station)(10mins+-)
Fifth station is (I cant remember wats the name called) (lol! ok Basically we all went into another room and again had to take of shirts and shoes , write on a log in/out book of locker inside the room which they had provided us with and put all our belongings inside.check yr height and weight, heart problem by sticking some funny equipment on yr chest, check of any past injuries or operations which i had fractured b4 on my left wrist)(Pes B in tis station)(30mins+-)
Last And The Most Tiring Station Of ALL !!! (Tis station alone took me abt 1hour 45mins like tt!!!)(U sit infront of the computer , the computer will ask u to take ALOT of test such as math test , imaginary test , reaction test , Logic test , picture test , memory test AND ALOT MORE TEST WITH TIMING FOR EACH!! (each test raging 20-35qns, each test raging 10-15mins to complete)Bt it is impossible to finish the qns totally due time restrain so its ok , they jus need to check yr mentallity and reaction etc etc for further helps for them)
The timing i took for every station is vary depends on how many people on the same stations , dental and hearing is the least i took as no ppl was in tt station , the rest is with a bunch of them^^
after completion , went to the counter return the paper and they hand me another paper which indicate i am Pes B Overall .-.-." due to the left wrist fractured b4 i tio Pes B , TMD ! LOL!!!
Ok guess everyone is tired after reading tis entry til here so coming nxt is Optional ^^
Everyone knows tt u cannot bring any camera device or mobilephone with camera function right? know wat my fren did ?? he first came inside CMPB's gate and had bags for scanning jus like at the airport which put yr item on a tray and passby the machine and take it back. after tt he went to the counter and issued a locker key which the locker is right BEHIND HIM
BUT he did not notice it and went straight into the checkup building (pss pss , with HIS PHONE INSIDE HIS BAD WHICH ACTUALLY HE SHOULD PUT IT AT THE ENTRANCE LOCKER! unless his phone has no camera function which he did la.)
So he was wondering wat is the locker key for (cuz he nvr saw the locker which locate behind him at the entrance there) bt soon he brush off the doubt and went for checkup with me and bunch of guys. After everything was done and about to leave the building then he realise of the locker key he had been issue earlier on and LOST IT !!! i retrive my phone back form the entrance locker and return them the key and help my fren check his bag to see where he had put his locker key . he is afraid smth bad might happen so immediately tell the duty-in-charge at the counter and they ask him wat happen . well he told the truth abt being issue the locker key bt nvr put anything inside and went into the checkup building tgt with his phone , the officer hear alr kana stunn los , he was surprise tt my fren nvr put the phone inside the locker and went in tgt with his phone without any1 realise it (pss pss , it shows tt how slack they are alr at the entrance security check liao). so in the end he had to pay $20 for the lost key to be replace , i ann wei him by telling him to treat it as a entry fee for the checkup ba , lol !!! tts all for today , SORRY FOR THE LONG WINDED ENTRY !!
~LongWindedOut~
~Pes B Out~
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Today is the ONLY day tt nth can replace it !!!
WOOOHOOO !!!! 20-08-2008! MY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!! today really dam SHIOCK !!! morning as per normal went to sch , receive birthday "present" from my classmate , 19 times of nice little bashing . tts was nth actually , LOL !!!
so after sch went to meet SiYin at commonwealth mrt station and get my present from my meis , a cute small rocking chair design photo frame , TKS MEI !!! and i REALLY like it alot , bt unfortunately i don have any picture to put on it le , bt i still like it very much , tks tks ...
after tt went home and change and the fun parties starts , went to jp to eat the qui shin bo (sry if wrong spelling) , a jap buffet of 35.99++ / pac with my bros (qx, jim and teck) . SHIOCK SHIOCK AND LAST BT NOT LEAST , SHIOCK . Chat alot of crap things and laugh like siao lo , than i tio head prize , a nice sushi covered with 'traps' , wasabe inside . i very pei fu jim , he really camofludge the wasabe til flawless that i jus 1 mouth chunk it and .... Boom !!!! lol !!!
Really had a fun time today really tks to my bros and my frens and meis . my previous birthdays is always very simple , had dinner with my family and tts all . bt today they cannot make it so ystd in advance eat with my family le at pioneer cc the Sakae Sushi . lol ... SONG !!! 2 days of jap dinners !! hahahahaha ... tks all again for today 2008-2008 ROCKZ !!!!!!!!! really nvr had such a fun day for so so so long ........ hahaha !!! ok , tmr still gt sch so gtg sleep le , nite all ! SWEET DREAMS (think i am saying myself more correct) MUACKS TO ALL !!!!
~HAPPYZOut~
~ShiockOut~
~JAPOut~
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Life goes on quite peacefully which i am really glad ;) finally some peace !!
Yea , so things went normally , went to school , went to work , went home and use computer .
Although NONE of the things i manage to solve it , bt at least things went cold and down , nvr really explode in the meanwhile . Its jus like a Volcano , u did not solve it by diminish the larva inside the volcano , bt neither it explode in the meantime .
Money issue - i can't jus solve it immediately , tis i have to work and save money over time to solve it (it may take up to 6 months to solve it ??)
Relationship issue - the feelings started to cool down , not hurt tt much anymore whenever i think abt it . feeling wierd being singles . Still feel abit guilty whenever i think abt tt 'thing' tt i hurt a gal's feelings bt everything still went alrite , she did not avoid me and we still gt chat .
Family issue - no quarrel abt all the money issue temporary, i jus as usual pay my own phone bills and my own ezlink and other small paying myself . Big issues will let them adults to handle it still. Afterall i can't really help myself in money issue , how am i suppose to help my family ? Althought it sucks to see them like tt bt i am jus like a sitting duck , i cant do anything in the meantime neither.
School issue - well , though i gt 3.5 now rather than a 4 in my GPA , at least things goes out smoothly, now my tis term module quite easy , gone strive hard and gt all A's for tis term to pull back my point to abt 3.7 .
Counting down 5 more days to my b'day and 3 more days to my mum's ;) hope everything is fine til than :)
~CountDownOut~
Friday, August 1, 2008
Zzz, Y am i feeling so down today ?!?!
I dunno wat happen to me , no one provoke me , nothing irritates me , but y am i feeling so moody and down now ??
Morning was still alrite , nvr go sch cuz still slightly sick so stay at home watch anime and rest . everything was alrite til now y i have tis moody feelings ? feeling down .... Jus b'cuz i 'accidentally' think back abt the past and recently wat happen tt makes me feel so down now ?
Sometimes the more u don wish to think abt it ,the more u try to keep yrself busy , the more u will think of it (the unhappiness) . Jus stop awhile from watching anime since morning , intend to take a nap til 3.30pm and prepare to work , bt jus when i ly on my bed nt more than 15mins , the feeling came , the moody and down feelings while thinking back again ... sigh ...
U can't ask me not to think abt it rite ? whenever i am alone and nothing to do , i will 'accidentally' think abt it and here comes the sucky feelings ... :(
Alrite , i shall went back to my bed and hope i can gt to sleep without thinking too much . Hope later at work i will be feeling ok and NEITHER bring my mood swing to Ikea NOR my sickness as well . Hope everything will be ok ......
~ConfuseOut~