Yes, i can feel it again, i can feel my heart is crying again.....................

Everything i do i hurt people's feeling, EVERYTHING !!!! today i kinda hurt poh yee's feeling somehow at work . sucks and i am hurting another gal's feelings . i am so vex and moody while working today, dunno y, it jus happen. and i tried to msg them to hope if there is anything can change (or shouldi say i voice out my feelings abt how the way we (including me also) shuld change on the way we work) bt it does nt turn out gd.

Everything i do i hurt people's feelings, really ................. EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING AS LONG AS I AM THE ONE TT STARTED IT , IT WENT BAD WITHOUT EVEN NEED TO GUESS. It SUCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes, i can feel it again, the same feeling i had during june/july period , i feel like jus fucking close myself off from EVERYONE jus nt to hurt other people again nor hurt myself anymore, i CANT take the torture any longer. IS TIS ALL WHAT MY PREVIOUS LIFE'S SIN TT I HAVE DONE AND I HAVE TO PAY IT BACK TIS YEAR OR MAYBE EVEN REST OF MY YEAR???

I ............... wanna close myself ............... i really feel like closing myself , jus shut the hell door between me and outseide world can i ???????

~ShutOut~
~HurtOut~