Well, first of all grats to eleanor for finding another new bf (must really treasure him tis time yea), i wish yr both sincerely to last forever, overcome and face every obstacles tgt ................................. Seems yr are really going well and u are able to always go out tgt to library and watch movies and etc etc and have him to always accompany u anywhere anyplace , tts good .............................. I AM GLAD FOR YR BOTH .............................................................

I wanna be like last time, went jogging, play badminton, went cycling, go out and enjoy instead of keep locking myself at home. I wanna have a taste back of old days when i had so much fun outside regardless of where and do wat and with anyone instead of locking myself at home. Here i am again , feeling down .......... i cnt help it .................. i need a push, i need freedom, i need ......... to breath .....................................

went to play badminton with my ITE junior on last wed (play at sch til 8pm where the sch is so dark and it was really fun cuz SO LONG since i am outside til so late (excluding work til late)) and ystd (Mon 1/9) at 'the frontier cc' for 2 hours . really had short taste of old days , those sweating when playing badminton with fierce opponent and the next day cramp all over my body. Its really fun ................. I am a sporty person, so if u ask me go out to shop i will gradually say no cuz no money and i dun like , ask me out for sports , hell yes ............................... bt it seems like its been so long since i have such fun ever since i last play badminton with YOU. its been so long and since than no one have play badminton with me not even with qx................................................

WHY AM I FEELING SO DOWN AGAIN ???????? ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .................. I NEED A HUG.......... SERIOUSLY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER ................................................. WHY AM I CRYING NOW ???? SHIT I HATE TIS FEELINGS AGAIN .............

I THINK I MAY CHANGE MY BLOG SONG, IT MAKES ME CRY EVEN MORE WHEN I READING ON TIS POST WHILE LISTENING TO IT (IF U KNOW THE LYRICS U WILL KNOW Y) CALL ME A CRYBABY IF YR WAN ..................................................................

~GratsOut~
~OldDaysOut~
~CryOut~