I dunno wat happen to me , no one provoke me , nothing irritates me , but y am i feeling so moody and down now ??

Morning was still alrite , nvr go sch cuz still slightly sick so stay at home watch anime and rest . everything was alrite til now y i have tis moody feelings ? feeling down .... Jus b'cuz i 'accidentally' think back abt the past and recently wat happen tt makes me feel so down now ?

Sometimes the more u don wish to think abt it ,the more u try to keep yrself busy , the more u will think of it (the unhappiness) . Jus stop awhile from watching anime since morning , intend to take a nap til 3.30pm and prepare to work , bt jus when i ly on my bed nt more than 15mins , the feeling came , the moody and down feelings while thinking back again ... sigh ...

U can't ask me not to think abt it rite ? whenever i am alone and nothing to do , i will 'accidentally' think abt it and here comes the sucky feelings ... :(

Alrite , i shall went back to my bed and hope i can gt to sleep without thinking too much . Hope later at work i will be feeling ok and NEITHER bring my mood swing to Ikea NOR my sickness as well . Hope everything will be ok ......

~ConfuseOut~