can i dream positively and hope it really happens?? if cannot than can i AT LEAST wish for no more bad things happen to me, my frens, my family ma??

I will think more positive (at least think more neutral rather than positive as i don hope for it, i scare the more i hope positive ,the deeper i will sink it went wrong so rather think neutral , as long as no more bad things happens i am alrite with it.)Rite now i DON'T ask for good things happen to me, i DON'T ask for smile, laugh, cheerful, happiness. i only ask for NO MORE sadness to me and my surroundings, no more pain, no more pressure and NO MORE worst things coming to me , thats all i ask for , can i ???

~NeutralOut~