Had fever since sunday(20/7) night , but the fever last til now (22/7:Tues) , so call to Ikea to tell them i cannot work today. Did not see doctor cuz although fever for 3 days le but ystd was still alrite , so nvr see doc.
And so another thing happen , today alot of the staff also sick but they still so work despite they are sick, but i was the ONLY 1 tt sick and nvr go work . well , others are sick but can still go work bt y cant i ?? They sure 100% gt say things abt me wan , comon i know the staff too well , more or less they sure there saying things abt me (may nt be all of them , only some). And there goes , end up due i cannot work , they have to find another sick staff to O.T til closing 10.30pm from MORNING 8 am !!!! now i am bad guy again , i feel so dam freaking guilty and moody now , shit i hate the feelings .... Ok tell yr smth , chee wee (1 of the supervisor) somehow tell me tt i got quite a number of bad record in Ikea such as nvr come work due small things or etc and alot more , tt time i hear tis thing i dam piss off .... maybe i really do have a bad record or watever shit , so if really tts the case than if i am causing trouble to them 1day i would jus volunteer myself to quit than since i have so many bad record since tts wat chee wee say. Anw i would have quit way long time ago if not for the sake of winnie tt Ikea so so shortage of manpower , so rite now wats the point of staying if i have been told to have quite an amount of bad records ??
Its ok .... suan le , suan le , i am feeling numb on all these le .... suan le .... sigh ....
~NumbOut~
