My situation actually wount be tis bad IF u think individually of those probs . BUT the probs now lies with ALL these prob do LINK up to cause even more harmful and bad situations. its jus like a tornado , it form from jus pure wind , as it hits the house or items from the ground , it picks up deadly sharp objects and bring them along , tis tiem it becoem serious tornado...

starting is cuz gambling (yea tt i really admit is my fault and i stop alr), i keep losing money no matter how i try to study on the soccer stats. Soon follow by family probs , so have to help out in paying house bills and etc , phone bill , sch fee , sch items til even no money , due no money AND other issues so seldom meet up with my galfren (now ex).Due all these things happen too closely the timing tt i gt very unstable emotions and thinking tt i accidentally hurt a gals feelings by giving her false hope . All jus went too 'smoothly' jus like the tornado tt nth can stop it coming , the only thing u can do is jus wait like a sitting duck , u cant do anything without thinking it properly and neither u have the time to think properly . so every single things jus came up knocking to me til i collapse .

Ppl all keep saying to me , not to give up , all have their ups and downs so must jia you , must cool down and think of a way , everything sure has a way to solve it and alot alot more . GALS , I REALLY THANK YOU ALL FOR THE MORAL SUPPORT.

Ok, thanks is over, now back to topic ..... ppls, plz enlighten me a/some PRACTICAL way/s to solve it instead of more 'theory' ways to comfort me (still will say thnks if still give moral support) . i know tt tis i have to solve myself bt is there any PRACTICAL ideas and ways ma ??

i am still feeling blue, blur, hurt, unstable especially on emotions things such as relationship things, feeling numb also to all these bt the feeling's jus sucks ...

~NumbOutStill~