There goes , I suddenly feel very very tired , very sick and tired of everything .........

I jus gt my results , C-Prog:A , T-Math:B , CIE:C , MCT:B
For HEAVEN SAKE how can i accept my CIE to be a 'C' !!!! I do my work nicely , do my project , do my test and score quite well , all jus went fine to me and i expect to be 'A' but WHY !?!?!?!? WHY IS 'C' !!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY F*** .... T-Math i predict is 'B' already so i've gt mentally prepared not to maintain 4 pointer but F*** EVEN MCT ALSO GT 'B' !?!?!?!?!? TMD LE LA ....

I am really very tired , i feel like jus keep sleeping and do nth now , i hope tt when i wake up , tis is a dream ............... i am tired ........

fortunate/lucky things come once in a long time , bad things comes so often and in a chain reaction tt i now understand y there are ppl wann commit suicide to avoid all these things ......

F*** tt now my GPA is HOLY F*** 3.533 ONLY !!!!!!!! from wat i expect to be 3.8 !!!!!!!! suddenly i feel like the world is treating me as i am outsider . TIS F****** WHOLE YEAR I SWAER I DON HAVE ANY GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME YET . i can't remember is there ever happy things for me to cheer me up .... F*** life SUCKS .

~F*** Out~